These nights have been so good. Jialing made dinner for us, and we had dinner together, then talked about our days or watched the Olympic Games together.

Jialing gave Xiaoyan a ride to work on Tuesday morning.

Yesterday and today, Xiaoyan discussed with Hamer the idea of buying a kid’s flying-alone ticket for her because she wants to come back earlier. Tonight, Hamer thought about it and told us she wants to do that, even though it means she won’t be able to buy more toys.

My visual journal of August 7th, 2024.

My visual journal of August 6th, 2024.

My visual journal of August 5th, 2024.

I felt good after the frisbee match. Before that, I had dinner cooked by my sister again.

Hamer called me before dinner, and I saw tears in her eyes. Grandma told me that she cried while singing an interesting song she created about missing and loving me. After checking the recordings she sent me, I was amazed at how she could sing so many words.

Hamer called this morning, excited to tell me that one of her teeth was loose and was going to fall out.

On Saturday, Xiaoyan and I watched a movie, had dinner outside, hung out at the mall, and enjoyed a drink at the bar while watching the women’s gold medal table tennis match. Hamer was having dinner with her grandfather; it had been four years since her last visit to his place.

A delicious dinner made by the sister.

Last Sunday was great, even though we stayed at home almost all day. We got up near noon and cleaned the house in the afternoon. Then, Xiaoyan’s little sister came over and cooked dinner for us. At night, we watched a thrilling and fabulous men’s gold medal table tennis match.

My visual journal of August 2nd, 2024.

Xiaoyan and I had a very cheap but delicious dinner that included five dishes.

Hamer called me several times today, telling me she missed me very much. In the afternoon, she called me again just minutes after we ended the previous call. When I called her back, I saw lots of big tears coming from her eyes.

My visual journal of 1st August, 2024.

Xiaoyan studied hard these nights even though she was very tired and sleepy.

Hamer had a great day yesterday. In the late afternoon, she played in a playground she hadn’t been to in a long time because we thought she had outgrown it. She ate birthday cake, bought chocolate, had dinner in a restaurant, and made a birthday wish for a present. Thanks to Grandma and Auntie.

Checked the family WeChat group. It seems hard for Mom to take Hamer outside and find the booked playground. Meanwhile, the replies were also not timely; Hamer’s auntie always doesn’t know what they are doing and where they are.

Had lunch with a coworker and talked about work and the team. I still feel a bit down today.

I tend to get lost in time when I’m checking Teams notifications during office hours. My mind keeps drifting away from the team.

My visual journal of July 31st, 2024. The last day of July.

I spent a lot of time watching TV this evening because the account was on hold and I didn’t want to do anything else until I watched the episode I wanted. As a result, I slept late.

A quick call with my dad after work.

My visual journal of July 30th, 2024.