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距离上一次写日记都快小一个月了,为何会中断呢?一个主要的原因是「积少成多」。大致是这样一个过程:由于某个周末太忙碌或者太累当天忘记写了,第二天本想推倒周一去写,后面又由于忙,便一拖再拖,最后演化成这个日记好像也没什么好写的,至此丢失了小一个月。但我不会让这段时间就这么「消失」的,我会慢慢的把每一天给补起来,即使很有可能只是记得一些片段。

今天早上比较烦心的事情是哈妹在最后穿衣服环节,本来就已经很晚了她还在那哭着抱怨不喜欢穿两件带拉链的衣服。我感到恼怒,这样的情绪一直到我来公司。在路上,她告诉我说不想上课了,因为她想和同学们一起玩。简单的回想一下,从过年到现在,她确实太过于「忙碌」了,加上各种变化,她原本喜欢的画画和跳舞她也都开始感受不到愉快了。

晚上算比较早回家,边看电视边吃饭,然后去接哈妹。哈妹看上去依旧很开心,和同学们也都很愉快,完全看不出她早上曾说过不想上课。我问她她也说是开心的。带着哈妹练习舞蹈时,她表达出了不想练以及对现在舞蹈老师和舞蹈课的不喜欢,想要退掉这个舞蹈课。在跟她讲一下道理后,她开始练习了,不过依旧不想继续在现在的舞蹈教室学习舞蹈。哈妹跳完舞,我便去跑步了。今天是间歇跑,6*800,越跑越好。

晚上和小眼差不多时间到家,哈妹有早早上床睡觉。

Illustrate the ebb and flow of a day, marred by frustration and illuminated by moments of clarity and achievement, in gouache style. Begin with a morning filled with the tension of getting ready, emphasized by the bright, opaque colors of a child's discomfort with clothing. Transition to a reflective journey to work, painted in thoughtful, muted tones to represent internal contemplation on family and happiness. The evening brings a mix of domestic routine and the vibrant joy of a child's world, contrasting with the struggle of maintaining interest in hobbies, all depicted with the rich, layered textures characteristic of gouache. The narrative closes with the solitary, rhythmic peace of interval running, captured in dynamic, flowing strokes that convey movement and personal growth. The gouache medium's versatility in texture and opacity should parallel the day's shifting emotions and activities, from the intense to the serene.
Puran Zhang @puran