This morning, Hamer woke up early all on her own, got washed, dressed, packed her school bag, and finally came to hurry me up to take her to school. I still felt like I hadn’t rested enough, but seeing her all ready, I pulled myself together and got up. She managed to wake up so early thanks to going to bed early last night. When we got to school, the gates hadn’t opened yet, so we waited in line for a while.

Once at the office, I dove straight into implementing the right-click menu and properties panel—so many little details to tackle. Before I knew it, it was 12:30, and I’d only just finished putting together the basic framework. I grabbed a pasta snack from Lawson downstairs, eating quickly while standing, which oddly left me with a sense of “melancholy.” Part of it was the rush, and part of it was the feeling that eating had become just another task. After lunch, I headed to Hamer’s school for the parent-teacher meeting, having taken the afternoon off for it.

The meeting stirred up complex emotions—both disappointment and unease. It started with the language teacher, who assertively directed the kids to get ready and launched into a series of class demonstrations. I didn’t like this approach; it felt pointless. No wonder Hamer said she was afraid of this teacher—the teacher indeed came off as very forceful, and the kids seemed cautious and tense around her. I couldn’t help but wonder: What are the kids actually gaining from these demonstrations? Why is this staged show necessary for parents? What I really wanted to see was natural interaction between the teachers and the students, not something that felt like a task to check off a list. If this sort of performance is typical in the classroom, I’d feel genuinely uneasy. As a parent, I already keep an eye on Hamer’s learning progress, often helping with her assignments, so I have a fair sense of her growth. I don’t need this kind of “report” to feel reassured. By contrast, I appreciated the second half of the meeting, where teachers shared small milestones in the students’ learning journey and their hopes for the future. That part felt valuable, much more useful to me.

After the meeting, I took Hamer to the hospital to check out her persistent cough. She’s been coughing all week, with no sign of improvement. It was close to 4 p.m., and the pediatric waiting area was still packed. We were number 89 and had to wait nearly an hour. The doctor, young and very thorough, diagnosed it as a regular cold, prescribed some medicine, and reminded us to keep her warm. Afterward, as is tradition after a doctor’s visit, we went to Xibu Mahua for noodles. Coincidentally, our table number was also 89. Hamer and I enjoyed the meal immensely.

In the evening, the whole family went to the National Stadium to watch a basketball game—Beikong’s home game against Zhejiang. It was our first time watching the CBA. Xiaoyan and I were quite into it, while Hamer seemed unimpressed and eventually fell asleep. Beikong won in the end, and as the crowd began to leave, we suddenly heard a loud popping noise. We thought someone might be setting off fireworks to celebrate. But then we remembered that fireworks are banned in Beijing, and we realized people were stomping on their inflatable cheering sticks, making sounds that resembled firecrackers. We joined in and stomped on our sticks too; it was surprisingly fun.

We didn’t get home until late at night, and everyone was exhausted. After a quick wash, we all headed to bed, ending the day on a satisfying note.

I couldn’t get up early this morning, but I hurried to finish yesterday’s diary. Then, I got ready for the day with Hamer, washing up and preparing for school. After dropping her off, I went back home to make breakfast. Today, I deliberately used a tray to arrange everything nicely. Xiaoyan even smiled and took a picture with her phone, saying the plating “had a vibe.”

During the day, I was completely immersed in work, thinking about how much I could push the features forward before the Feature Freeze. Most of my time was spent optimizing device connectivity, followed by dealing with layer structure, saving issues, and tweaking the right-click menu and properties panel. The work pressure was quite high, but the progress was decent. In the evening, I discussed things with a colleague, and we decided to separate the device positioning structure. This way, the user experience would be smoother. My colleague was very helpful and assisted in implementing part of the features.

I also started coughing today—there’s a colleague who’s been coughing for a while now. The two of us were coughing back and forth in the office, which gave everyone a good laugh as they teased us for our “synchronized coughing.”

I got home around 10 p.m., just in time to meet Xiaoyan on her way back, so I picked her up. Hamer had already gone to bed with her grandma, and the house felt especially quiet. Before bed, Xiaoyan suddenly started thinking about buying new clothes for me. She complained that my old clothes were too ugly and that I kept wearing the same few outfits, which she “couldn’t stand anymore.” She was really serious about it, occasionally measuring my waist and arm length. Her attention to detail left me feeling a bit helpless, but also quite touched. I couldn’t help but laugh, thinking that if it were up to me, I would have long given up out of laziness—no way would I have her level of patience.

Today, I finally merged the first Pull Request for the GNSS feature. Although it’s the first PR for such a large feature, looking back, something feels a bit off—it took until now to get just one PR merged. There were several major issues: first, some technical challenges remained unresolved; second, the feature design was never fully nailed down; and third, I didn’t break down the tasks well enough. I’ll need to properly reflect on these lessons later.

I woke up at 6:30 this morning feeling refreshed, thanks to a good night’s sleep. When it was time to wake up Hamer, I quietly told her, “You have 23 minutes before it’s time to leave.” She let out a big sigh of relief, thinking at first that we were running out of time. Lately, I’ve been consciously reminding her of how much time is left instead of just rushing her, and it seems to be less stressful for both of us. Xiaoyan helped Hamer with her hair and getting dressed. When she saw Hamer slowly putting on her socks, even though it was a bit frustrating, she patiently waited. Later, she couldn’t help but comment to me, “She’s so slow!” We both laughed. After dropping Hamer off at school, Xiaoyan and I had breakfast together. That time has become a peaceful moment for just the two of us—no rush, just sitting down, eating slowly, and chatting, which felt really relaxing.

The workday was busy as usual, and I dove headfirst into developing new features. Most of my Pomodoro sessions were around 40 minutes, though one stretched beyond 50 minutes, and another even exceeded an hour. It’s clear that sometimes I get too absorbed and lose track of the Pomodoro rhythm. Still, the highlight of the day was merging the new feature’s PR, which brought a huge sense of relief. My colleagues helped a lot—some worked on positioning displays, others on layer loading. We collaborated closely, especially on the satellite info display. By the afternoon, one of my colleagues had already implemented an initial UI according to the design, which was impressively efficient. I felt really grateful for their hard work. While I was still working, Hamer called to ask when we’d go to Hema. It turns out today was our regular shopping day. Although I sometimes forget, Hamer always remembers, which is impressive. These little family routines feel so heartwarming. Xiaoyan took Hamer to shop first, and I hurried over to meet them. After we finished, they headed home, and I went back to the office to handle some other feature bugs. This time, I didn’t stay too late—just over an hour—because I knew that if I stayed longer, it could throw off my balance and reduce my productivity.

In the evening, Hamer cried three times. The first was because she was having trouble memorizing the combinations of 7, 8, and 9. The second time was when she couldn’t find the rock sugar she needed for her experiment. The third was when she was told that the socks she had asked her mom to buy had been returned. About the rock sugar, Xiaoyan found out she actually wanted dry ice for a smoke experiment. As for the socks, Xiaoyan told her to promise she’d organize her socks better in the future. Hamer didn’t quite grasp the concept of making a promise and seriously said “Si” with a very earnest expression, which made Xiaoyan laugh out loud.

I wasn’t feeling my best today, mostly annoyed at myself for being so unproductive.

I pretty much slept all morning and didn’t really get up until noon. Last night, Hamer was tossing and turning, clearly uncomfortable, moving around a lot, sometimes even crying. I asked her what was wrong, but she couldn’t really explain—I think she didn’t even know herself. She woke up early this morning with a nosebleed. I helped her stop the bleeding and comforted her for a bit, then turned on Starfall for her to watch. But her nose still felt stuffy, and when she tried to clear it, the bleeding started again. After that, Xiaoyan took over caring for her, and I went back to sleep, all the way until eleven.

Xiaoyan took Hamer out for breakfast and even took her to get a facial around noon. And me? I just stayed in bed, scrolling on my phone, feeling all sluggish. Finally, past noon, I got myself up, ate the breakfast they brought back for me, and then sat down to watch some Korean drama.

Thankfully, something in the afternoon helped me get a bit of my rhythm back. The water heater installer came over, which sort of rescued my otherwise wasted Sunday. We checked the setup at home, drilled a hole through the glass for the vent pipe, removed the old one, and put in the new one. The whole thing took a little over two hours. The guy worked really efficiently and paid a lot of attention to detail. I was quite happy with the job he did. After that, I tidied up the kitchen and balcony while watching COU ultimate frisbee matches. The Bologna team was seriously impressive. I found myself getting caught up in the game—it felt like just the mental break I needed.

Xiaoyan got home early in the afternoon and ended up dozing off on the couch while watching TV. Hamer went to the amusement park with her friends and didn’t come back until evening.

By nighttime, we just kept it simple—dinner, freshen up, and then off to bed. Almost all the appliances at home have been replaced now, and using them today felt really nice. It was one of the few bright spots of the day.

Working overtime on Friday night and Saturday completely threw off my routine, and honestly, it just wasn’t worth it. The worst part is that the overtime didn’t even yield good results; it just wore me down. On top of that, not sleeping well these past couple of days made it even harder to get up this morning. I was just in such a lazy and tired mood—it was a pretty rough day, all in all.

Today, I woke up early—before 5 a.m.—feeling really good. I managed to complete four solid Pomodoro sessions in the morning, catching up on all the journal entries I’d been putting off these past few days. It felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.

It was raining in the morning, and I hurriedly took Hamer to school before heading straight to the office. My goal for today was to finalize the layer design we discussed yesterday and figure out how to implement it. I spent the entire morning sorting out my thoughts, and by lunchtime, I had a clear plan. After lunch, I discussed it with a colleague, and we finalized the approach. In the afternoon, I continued improving functionality based on the new layer structure and even went through the whole process with PE using the device, identifying issues that still needed to be addressed.

I went for lunch early and returned to work right after, feeling great and full of energy. It was at this point that I suddenly received an email related to my level at work, which made me quite excited.

In the evening, I played badminton, and it was so much fun. I played with several different colleagues, and it felt both relaxing and enjoyable. Unfortunately, I didn’t get to play with Hamer tonight. When I got home, I dealt with the social security receipt from her school, which required a lot of photocopies. After school, Hamer went out with her grandmother, but there was a bit of a scare when her grandmother lost track of her and called Xiaoyan and me in a panic. It turned out Hamer had wandered into a mall by herself—thankfully, it was just a false alarm.

Tonight, I planned to go to bed early, getting into bed by 9:30. I felt a bit regretful, though, as Xiaoyan seemed to be in a bad mood today. I wanted to talk to her before sleeping, but I was already dozing off and didn’t bring it up.

Finally, after four days, I’m back to catch up on my summaries. This break was mainly because of the overtime on Friday night—I’ll go into detail about that another time. For now, let’s get back to today and do a quick recap.

Last night, I went to bed really early, mostly because I’d been so tired these past few days, and I wanted to use today to get back into some sort of rhythm. And today, I did it! I’m really happy about that. The following part of the journal was written this morning after getting up early.

In the morning, Hamer got up by herself, climbed into our bed, looking all worried. She wanted to run for class monitor but still hadn’t prepared her speech. She was already stressed about it last night—she had spent the entire weekend playing and only remembered it when it was time to rest yesterday evening. First, I asked ChatGPT for some suggestions on what to say, then I had Hamer take out the draft she wrote last night and practice it again. It was a picture she draw last night, which I found quite interesting. Her speech had three parts, talking about what she could do and how she’d do it. It was simple, but you could tell she had put her own thoughts into it. In the evening, she shared some good news—she was made group leader. We asked her about the class monitor election, and she said she felt a bit disappointed at first when she didn’t get it, but she was still happy to become the group leader.

We left home quite late in the morning, and by the time we got to the school gate, it was already 7:50. We were delayed because of the speech, plus I wanted Hamer to do everything herself this morning, so I didn’t rush her too much. It was really cold this morning, so I put a vest on her, but even then, she complained about being cold when I biked her to school. Since we left late, there might be not much time for breakfast, I was worried about Hamer could be too cold, and I still felt like I hadn’t gotten enough sleep, so I was in a bit of a bad mood all morning—a little irritable, to be honest.

During the day, work helped me regain some rhythm, and I got pretty focused. One thing I was happy with today was that, even though I was busy, I strictly followed the Pomodoro technique and didn’t ignore my work routine. I managed to get three things done: first, I organized the playback part of the code to make it more structured; second, I added all the UI icons and strings; and third, we discussed and finalized the data structure for several layers. Adding the icons and strings was a bit of a hassle. For one, there were a lot of them, and the names didn’t always match—sometimes I forgot to add resources, other times I missed something. On top of that, I ran into a bug with Resources Explorer that caused the new text resources not to be parsed. It took quite a while to sort that out.

By evening, I was still reluctant to leave work. I really wanted to finish designing and displaying the data structure. But in the end, I held back and went home with Xiaoyan. After all, I didn’t want to fall into the same endless overtime trap as last Friday night and Saturday, spending so much time without getting good results.

Quickly summing up today feels fitting, given that my entire day has been a rush—a constant race against time. There were so many things to do that I could barely pay attention to my Pomodoro timer reminders, completely straying from my planned rhythm.

This morning, while getting Hamer out the door, I felt pressed for time, so I pretended to be all flustered, darting around on purpose. She found it amusing, which encouraged her to speed up her own routine. After she left, I went home to make coffee and had breakfast with Xiaoyan. I didn’t waste my commute either, using the time to rehearse the English passages I’ve been practicing over the past few days. I can feel my fluency improving bit by bit.

During the day, I focused on GNSS development, especially designing custom layers and advancing the main UX framework as planned. Though progress was steady, I did hit a few snags with some details, so I’ll need to continue working on those tomorrow.

After work, I went to the gym. When I mentioned this to Xiaoyan in the morning, she was surprised—I’ve always been someone who avoids gyms at all costs. But this time, I wanted to try something different: building strength, gaining muscle, and hopefully forming a new habit. Today was mainly about familiarizing myself with the space and doing a few basic sets of squats, bench presses, and deadlifts. After the workout, my arms were so sore I could hardly lift them, but it felt amazing, like my body had been reawakened.

Today is a day worth celebrating because I finally managed to nail down the technical solution and user experience design for the GNSS feature. Now I can proceed step-by-step according to plan. The challenge we faced yesterday about playing back saved data in chronological order was also resolved after a productive discussion with my colleagues. The only slight downside today was that my presentation during the morning Scrum meeting didn’t go as well as I’d hoped. I struggled to organize my thoughts, and I came across as a bit rushed, almost aggressive. I hope to improve on this and work on expressing myself more calmly in the future.

I woke up early this morning, not because of an alarm but due to the sound of an argument coming from next door. After lying in bed for a bit, I decided to get up and start the day. Hamer also woke up early today; she came to find me at six-thirty, with teary eyes, saying she didn’t want to go to school. I held her close, gently soothing her, and asked her what was wrong. She whispered, “I had so much fun playing with Coco back in Jiangxi.” I comforted her, giving her some suggestions, and we sat on the edge of the bed, talking. I asked if she had made any good friends at school, and she perked up right away, counting them on her fingers.

While she was making her milk and cereal, Hamer passed by the TV and suddenly stopped when she heard a familiar tune. She asked me to play the song again, and she began humming along. The melody sounded familiar to me as well, and I checked the player—it was Billie Eilish’s “What Was I Made For.” I was pleasantly surprised that she’d remembered the tune so well and could hum it with such confidence.

On my commute today, I practiced reading English aloud as I walked. Today’s passage was a bit shorter and easier, which made it more manageable and gave me a bit of a confidence boost. After work, I took Hamer shopping, and Xiaoyan returned from his business trip this evening. It felt great to finally have the whole family together again.

I didn’t get up too early this morning, but after dropping Hamer off at school, I came back home to continue reading and practicing English. Starting the morning quietly with a few pages of a book and some English audio tracks seems to fill me with energy for the day. After breakfast, I headed to work, and I could feel the extra boost from that bit of self-improvement earlier.

Today’s English practice followed the methods described in One Thousand Hours. I listened and read along, identifying several areas where I could improve. Compared to the more passive style of simply following along with Speak, this active, self-directed learning allows me to pinpoint my weaknesses, which feels much more rewarding.

At work, I had a few meetings during the day, and I spent the rest of my time discussing the implementation of new features, along with ways to display and save data. The biggest challenge was figuring out how to make the saved data play back in chronological order. Since many details are still undecided, the progress is slightly slower than I had hoped.

In the evening, I played badminton with colleagues. I just played for less than an hour, but worked up a sweat. On my way home, I got a call from Hamer, asking me to come back quickly. It was great timing to be heading home early today, not only because I promised her last night we’d play badminton together, but also because her teacher assigned quite a bit of homework. This way, we could play and still leave enough time for her to complete her assignments.

Hamer also received her winter school uniform today—a set of fleece-lined sportswear and a down vest. Now she has three uniforms, including her previous two sets.

Recently, I’ve also made some changes to my lunch habits, opting for a combination of meat and vegetables from the convenience store, cutting back on carbs. It’s a lighter meal, but I feel more physically and mentally refreshed.

Since I was up late finishing a few things last night and wanted to get to bed earlier today, I saved this journal entry for the following morning. Writing it in the morning actually gives me more time to reflect and keeps me from feeling guilty about staying up late.

Today was a fulfilling day. Not only did I complete my work tasks, but I also made some new attempts as planned and gained a lot of valuable knowledge.

In the morning, I woke up Hamer, saying, “We’re a bit late today; we need to hurry up, okay?” She got up, went through her morning routine—washing up, using the restroom, getting dressed—all in one smooth, efficient flow. She looked so grown-up, and I could really see her gradually maturing.

Xiaoyan had to head to the airport this morning for a three-day business trip. After wrapping up my tasks as planned, I focused on developing the GNSS functionality. My primary goal for the morning was to figure out how to create a new user experience. As I worked, some design ideas started to take shape in my mind. Just as I was about to delve deeper, PE mentioned that there might be some upcoming changes, so I decided to slow down a bit. I spent the afternoon experimenting with and refining the data structure to ensure it would meet the requirements.

At noon, I had originally planned to study some English shadowing techniques, so I picked up Li Xiaolai’s book, Everyone Can Use English. Before I knew it, I was absorbed in another of his works, One Thousand Hours, where a chapter on “self-training” made a strong impression on me. The author suggests that such self-directed learning experiences not only reshape personal learning habits but can even influence the destiny of an individual or an entire family. This really resonated with me, and I started reflecting on Hamer’s education and my own lack of thought in this area.

In the evening, when I got home, Hamer was playing at the plaza. I suggested, “How about we play some badminton?” Her eyes lit up, and she eagerly jumped at the idea. I was thrilled by her progress; we had some great rallies, and her serves have improved a lot. After badminton, we also did the Seven-Minute Workout. It was a bit tiring, but we both felt great afterward.

Before bedtime, I watched SpaceX’s fifth Starship test launch with Hamer. This time, they managed to successfully recover it. The moment the rocket rapidly descended and was gently caught by the “chopsticks” was breathtaking. Then, as Hamer lay in bed, I shared some of what I had read today about “self-training.” She quietly fell asleep while I was talking.

This morning, I got up early to get ready to go to Chaoyang Church. After getting up, Hamer suddenly changed her mind and decided she wanted to come along with me, so we set out a little later than planned. It was an overcast morning, and as I rode the electric scooter, the chilly wind hit me, seeping through my clothes—it was a bit cold. We even took a slight detour on the way. When we arrived at Chaoyang Church, the staff informed us that young children weren’t allowed inside, which was a bit disappointing. We wandered around the courtyard, took a look at a small exhibition inside, and then left.

Why aren’t children allowed inside? I suspect it might be to allow them to make their own decisions about religious beliefs when they grow up, or perhaps it’s because church services are solemn and quiet occasions, and lively children might disrupt the proceedings. Next time, I could just ask to find out the specific reason, rather than guessing.

Afterward, we headed to Sun Park to play. We parked the scooter at the north gate and walked south toward the amusement park area, where Hamer most wanted to go. I let her navigate us to the destination using the map on my phone. She seemed quite interested in the task and looked like she was getting the hang of directions. Along the way, we saw many interesting things, and she would often stop to fully enjoy them—feeding small animals, running around on the grass taking photos, and climbing on the equipment for exercise. Today, we went on the children’s roller coaster, parachute tower, flying chairs, magical journey, and the dream world ride. When we got to the last attraction, “Rapid Transformation,” Hamer decided to give it a try and loved it right away. One ride wasn’t enough; she immediately went for a second round. After a day of fun, we made our way back, heading to Solana to meet Xiaoyan for lunch.

There was a minor incident before dinner. I told Hamer to wash her hands, but she was too tired and didn’t want to. I got upset, wondering why she would come all the way to the entrance but refuse to go in and wash her hands. She retorted, saying she didn’t like the restaurant and didn’t want to eat there at all. In the end, she didn’t wash her hands, and I was quite frustrated. When we arrived at the restaurant, Xiaoyan comforted her and took her to a nearby restroom to wash up. Meanwhile, I stayed quiet and focused on eating, feeling in a bad mood. I worried that staying longer would dampen everyone’s spirits, so after finishing my meal, I decided to head home alone. I took a slow walk along the Liangma River, and halfway back, I got caught in a heavy rainstorm and took shelter under a bridge for a while. The walk wasn’t tiring, but I felt exhausted and low on energy. After getting home, it wasn’t long before they arrived too. I ended up taking a long nap until the evening, then tidied up some clothes, took Hamer out for a walk, and bought some yogurt and fruit. We had a light meal together.

Hopefully, I can get to bed early tonight and wake up early tomorrow.

早上哈妹6点就醒来，因为昨天玩得太累8点不到就睡了。我7点多起来，给她剪指甲，一个不小心，剪深了些，都留了点血。她疼，一直在说我，最后也是委屈的哭起来，并拒绝跟我说话，最后小眼送哈妹上学去。

上午做了点儿计划，白天工作主要是在新功能的探索上。

中午给哈妹买了点吃的和可爱的创可贴，晚上回来带给哈妹，她很高兴，也安慰我说她已经原谅我了，早上只是太疼所以生气。小眼看到我京东上买的可爱的创可贴，觉得很好笑，特意问我是不是要补偿哈妹。

晚上回来做点暑期游玩计划，然后接小眼，聊了聊借钱的事情，我比较担心和愧疚。

今天我的身体感觉好多了，整个人走起路来都轻松了很多。中午去做了个核磁共振，等明天再找大夫看看腰椎的具体情况。

上午解了个 bug，一不留神一个小时就过去了，下午主要是在继续优化 location tool。

今天看的两个 YouTube 视频印象特别深刻。第一个视频是 Adele 参加 Ellen Show 节目，她被叫去一个咖啡店。Ellen 远程让 Adele 说啥她就说啥、让她做啥她就做啥，Adele 全都照着做，一唱一和很有趣。第二个视频是 Eight Passengers 拍的，他们家里最小的孩子犯了错，妈妈和孩子是如何处理这件事情的。期间大女儿安慰妈妈，小女儿来认错，儿子也跟着问能不能打点零工等都让我觉得很温柔和好笑。

晚上和小眼、哈妹一起捣鼓领夹话筒和手持稳定器，哈妹完整的唱了小孩子大梦想。

今天晚上7点多些又开始想要下雨了，然后下了点儿。

晚上十一点，又开始起风、闪电、下雨，不过这次不大。

上午 retro 会议，下午上课，依旧是感觉高效的一天。上完课后把自己的日历更新了一下，大概能更好的去执行吧。

早上哈妹起来的很快，七点半时去喊了一下，她就起来了，上厕所、洗漱、穿衣…

晚上和哈妹玩了会儿手画手剪拼图，然后就是用新买的领夹麦克风来唱歌录音玩儿，乐此不疲。

晚上七点十分，去接哈妹，此时开始狂风大作，我们狂奔回家。为遮挡路上可能的断枝而撑着的伞已被吹的不成形，哈妹哈哈大笑。到家后，赶紧给小眼打电话，并拿着雨衣冲出去，此时已是大雨倾盆，所幸刚过红绿灯就看到了她，一起跑回家。

早上四点多醒来，打开 YouTube 带着耳机开始看 Apple 的 WWDC 2024，终于揭开了 Apple AI （Apple Intelligence）的面纱。没有给我当时看 OpenAI 发布 GPT-4o 时的那种「哇…」的感觉，但也能理解其从系统层面能带来的变化。

早上哈妹不想去上幼儿园，问了半天也没问出来一个理由，一会儿说自己咳嗽一会儿说觉得有的老师太严厉。到八点十五分左右，在小眼的帮助下，一起带她去了学校。晚上回来问哈妹，她还是说不出来为何不愿去幼儿园，小眼问她是不是就是单纯的觉得有点累不想去了，她回答说是的。可能她就是没啥原因，而我硬要她给了理由，然后她就找哇找？（她自己是觉得今天在幼儿园还是很开心的。

今天我的腰好了不好，基本能正常的走路坐卧了，不过坐久了或者站久了还是会有点直不起。上午开会，下午培训。一是因为效率方面的培训，二是好久没参加培训现在又开始参与进去了，有种充实的感觉。

晚上突然在想，好想尝试一下自己拍视频短片，vlog，不管是记录自己的一整天还是来练习英语之类的。

昨天的日子在今早才发现是个特别的日子，与早上看到的中国互联网的记忆正在慢慢消失，正好对照上。

白天一直在尝试如何将昨天学到的 Pydantic 方式应用到项目中，有点儿成果了，期待明天完全集成进去。

晚上小眼和哈妹要坐飞机开始吉隆坡之旅了。小眼觉得不是那么期待的感觉，不过哈妹则是很期待。晚上送她们去机场线后我便回家，她们等着凌晨的飞机。

早早醒来，想着未来找工作的事情，有点睡不着了，起来学习一下 LangChain 的基础知识。白天依旧是继续学习，在基础上做了一些尝试，但还没能将其转化为项目中的代码。

早上一进公司就有种热气扑面而来的感觉，到下午又开始变得很热了，慢慢的也待不下去。小眼早早回来，一起买水果、接哈妹、吃晚饭、收拾衣服、查看行程…她们明天就要去吉隆坡了。

今天早早的和哈妹去幼儿园，今天是带着她的被褥一起进去的。晚上她开始继续上拼音字母课了。

可能是前几天没做成什么事情，自己状态比较差，到公司后一天都不太有劲儿。不过，到晚上差不多把最近在做的事情差不过有一个结果后，内心开心了不少。

接完哈妹接小眼，小眼也感觉到很累，汇报完感觉没什么结论和希望，心累。正好一起去逛逛超市吧，买点好吃的。

哈妹洗澡时一直在听《小孩子大梦想》，她很喜欢，觉得很感动。

这几天我一直在买罗森的冰杯加上公司的咖啡来自制冰美式，感觉还不错。

小眼今天去加班，我和哈妹送她去地铁站后，在永和大王吃了早餐。上午，带着哈妹去她同学家玩儿，昨晚约了下然后今天就一直想着这事。

我在她同学家一直睡，她和同学玩儿，后面桃妈妈也去了。中午吃完饭我便回家，看了《Lost in Translation》，有被打动到。看完我又睡了一大觉，这几天主打一个困。醒来后本想独自去吃点儿粉，正好小眼在回来路上，便等她回来一起吃。

哈妹回来时，心情不好，原来是跟她的好朋友生气了，互相没能合好便分开了，她说着她们之间发生的事情时，有感到很难过。换上新衣、吃着零食、看着 iPad，慢慢的她也感到好些了。

晚上早睡。

今天儿童节，和哈妹的一整天。

上午小眼和我一起陪着哈妹去唱歌，今天就来了两个孩子，算是一对一教学了。哈妹唱歌期间，我和小眼去逛了逛、喝了个咖啡。正好那边也有儿童节活动，哈妹唱完后我们继续在那边玩了会儿。然后，我们去找好吃的，发现了一家有书有咖啡有意大利面还有猫的店。我们点了一份面，我和小眼尝了点后，哈妹一个人哈呲哈呲（辣的）的把一整盘的面都吃完了，最后把酱也收拾干净了，第一次看到哈妹吃这么多。吃完，我们顶着大太阳，骑车回家，赶着去跳舞。我太困便先回家睡觉了，这两天我都很困。

晚上我和哈妹陪小眼去美肤了一下，回来路上在生鲜汇买了好多好吃的。本想去公园边吃边玩来着，但这些好吃的还想让桃妈妈尝尝，便直接回家了。吃完饭，哈妹正跟我玩卖东西的游戏，小眼突然提议说要不直接去外面真的卖东西吧。哈妹也想尝试一把，那就开整。小眼带着哈妹收拾她不想要的一些玩具和书籍。我们提着一大袋子出门去，在家旁边的商场边，摆摊，用 iPad 打着「一元一件」的移动弹幕。一开始，我和哈妹都有点儿不太能放得开，小眼比较活跃。不过，经过了几次买卖后，哈妹开始能和顾客交流上了。后面，哈妹的同学也来一起玩了。最后，我们卖了14元，哈妹很是开心。

上午和哈妹一起去参加她幼儿园的运动会，也算是六一儿童节的活动吧。这次只有大班的孩子和家长，其他年级的孩子们则继续上课。孩子自己报名参加的运动，一人4个，以班级为单位进行比拼。哈妹选了「青蛙送回家」「贪吃蛇」「运果子」和「踩气球」。现场太吵太热闹了，小孩子们和大孩子们玩的都蛮起劲。

中午和哈妹同学一起吃饭（我们蹭饭），饭后我带着她们去家里玩会儿。下午和晚上一直在尝试 AI 的工具，但是一直没理顺也没做出啥来，虽然一直到晚上9点才回家。

下午狂风大作，毫无征兆，从公司楼上看着外面那黑云压城，实在是吓人。后面看网络上的分享，好多地方的大树都被吹倒，道路和车子都受损严重。不过，它来得快去得也快，去打球时，走在路上，之前的一切好像就没有发生过一样。

今天去打羽毛球前，正好继续看了下北京市积分落户的积分，差很多，感觉再过十年也无望。然后在骑车去打球时，我一路上骂骂咧咧。

打完球去打飞盘，这次我们人有点儿少，队里总共4个人都抽筋了，我也是其中之一。

晚上打篮球打的很累但是很爽，回公司弄了点儿上学的资料，然后和小眼去逛盒马。

上午和同事讨论完一个功能后，一起去吃饭，也聊了聊家庭的事情。收集信息，做好准备，但不要被影响。

晚上开始听 Amy Winehouse 的 Back to Black。

下午请假去参加哈妹幼儿园和社区共同举办的六一儿童节活动，哈妹跳舞。街道所有的幼儿园和小学都选送了一个节目，共有12个节目。表演开始前跟哈妹打了个招呼，表演后玩了会儿，然后跟她同学一起去吃汉堡了。我问哈妹什么感觉，激动、开心外，这次也有紧张了，她说那么多人有点不好意思。

哈妹继续在外面和同学一起玩儿，我回家小憩了会儿。在家时开始听 Nirvana 的 Nevermind，昨天听的是 Beyoncé 的 Lemonade，在了解了一点其创作背景后，感觉更能欣赏点儿了。

晚上带着哈妹去找小眼吃粉，今天看天气好，便骑电动车去。今天吃的感觉不如上次，嗦螺有点儿太辣且菜油没放够，雪菜感觉炒糊了导致粉有点儿怪味，不过最后还是吃撑了。

今天有点儿不知道该干什么，主要还是想做的东西太多，都想做但没有一个重点。早上到公司发了张照片，执行一下新的 MIND pictures。

生日快乐，生日不快乐，生日还是快乐。

白天继续处于很 down 的情绪中，一直到晚上。在哈妹给我唱生日歌时，一下子没绷住，晚上和小眼聊开来了。